Today is my first day back at work. I shed a few tears as I held my baby in my arms this morning. How can I spend the next 14 hours without her? She was curled up into a little ball and I just ingested her cute little nose and her pursed lips and her eyes with lashes a mile long. I didn’t want to put her down, but it was 5 in the morning and I had to get ready for work. And, now as I spend the hours without her, I wonder how Abraham (from the Bible) was willing to sacrifice his son…I never understood the attachment a parent can have for his/her child until now. How was God able to allow his Son to go through such pain and torment? How was He able to allow Jesus to be crucified? I don’t know if I could do the same….
Thursday, June 19, 2008 at 10:16
Howdy, Little Mama, I so Glad you gots such a bundle of blessing and joy and so sorry you have to be away from her. love karen